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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 01:56 pm
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so yea its frigin been a while since ive written in this, i dont even know when the last time was, damn! well things r goin good, im in college now, haha, kinda weird sayin that, but im almost done my first semestar, and im worried im gonna be put on probation for my grades, which meens i wont be able to cheer anymore, and i would hate that so much : ( but i dont know i have already faced the fact that i am goin to fail calculus, im not good in math any more i guess, and the fuckin teacher doesnt help me, so fuck it. but ther then that i could do fine in my classes if i would just buckle donw, and stop parting : / but weres the fun in that?! but other then that college is good, lots of cuties, but it seems they all have g/fs, or r still to shy to make a move, so im stuck hookin up w/ a guy from back home who i dont see to offten, and who one of my friends likes, but she would go out w/ him. so i feel like a bitch fuckin hookin up w/ him behind her bck. all i want is a good relationship, i used to be al for friends w/ benefits, and now its just fuckin me up, i cant stand it. oh and that guy is leavin in january, and i might never see him again after that, so i wish i could just get over him, but it never seems to work out that way. well it felt good to vent... ttyl latta!!
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lets see monday, i got outta work at 7, and i went to my house to my mom and sort throw my stuff, then after that i started chuggin on vodka, and went to mcd, hung out w/ amandas friend andrew, then he left, and we went inside and just keep drinkin, till it was all gone, and hung out there for awhile, then went out and got amandas vodka, and then we got some mikes hard, and i chugged some more vodka, i proble drank about half of one of those big bottles, then two mikes hard, and we were hangin out w/ griag one of the guys i work w/, who turns out to be a junior, but use three go skinnin dippin, and then all of a sudden amandas gone, and craig and i r havin sex in the water, then i rem. after that we had sex in his truck, so i had sex w/ him twice that i rem. and he didnt use a condom either time, so i had my first pregnancy scare, i drove all the way to auburn to get the mornin after pill, and now im all set, they just said that if i dont have my period by the 19 of next month to take a pregnancy test just to make sure. so i was flippin out, and i saw him to day and asked if he pulled out, and he said he doesnt rem., so it was a good thing i got it!!!! but it was really weird seein him, thank god i dont work w/ him for the rest of the time im here!!!Current Mood: indescribable |
haha, last night fuckin rocked, deff. one good way to hang out w/ some ppl b4 i leave!!! so i had to go to this stupid goin away party that katies mom put on, but i convinced ricky to go, so it mad it better, then jason john and george showed up, so it got even better!!well after that i convinced katie to sneek out of her house when her parents went to sleep, then we had george come pick us up!!! we went to marks place, were it was me, katie, john, ricky, george, mark, chap, some other guy i dont rem. then 2 chicks that werent there all that much, they kinda came and left from here to there! so it was a good crowd, and for those of u who know me, it didnt take long for me to get drunk, haha, bout 6 shots of captain morgan and i was good, haha!!!!! but the thing i lov is bein a bad influence, cause i, well it was really george's shit, but anyway, me george and ricky got katie king high, hahahahahahahaha!!! yes, it was awsome, i loved it!!! george is like im not gonna presure u into anything u dont want to do, and rickys like ohh im, this is me presuring, haha!! and i was like i know u want to do it, just let it to those feelins, u know ur curious, so just trust us, ur w/ good company!! so she did, and it was awsome!!! then they dropped us off around 3:30 and we had to try as hard as possible to make it quitely back in the house!! but we pulled it off!!!!!!! yes!!!!!! ohh and i also hung out w/ jay in his room, ohh well while he was playin his dumb ass computer game, but he was actually talk and shit, he was in a good mood, and he asked me what i wanted to listen to for music, and he was tryin to download all of mike jones cd for me, but it wasnt workin, so he just put one oh my cds in, but it was fun, and know im really really tired, cause i went to bed around 4, got woken up for church this mornin at 7, then went bck to sleep the best i could at till 9, and now here i am!!!!Current Mood:  pleased |
i got pulled over today cause my car is a piece of shit, and it was to loud, so i got pulled over, and i didnt have my licence on me, but the cop didnt even give me a warning, he just said "u should always carry ur licence, and u should really get that fixed soon" so i was like sweet, i didnt get in trouble, again, and thats the 3rd time ive gotten pulled over since i got my licence in january, hehe! but on my way home i saw that the same cop had pulled someone else over, i was like haha, that sucks cause the guy was out of the car w/ his doors open talkin to the cop, it looked like his car had been searched. so i was like oh man that really suck, then as im drivin by i noticed it was my friend marcel, one of the guys i use to work w/ and like kaldons best friend(nother guy i work w/), and i was like ohh man that is really funny that he got pulled over right after me. then i get to work and kaldon calls sayin the we really needed to call him bck, so we did, and he said that hes not goin to be able to make it in cause hes in the cumberline county jail, i was like what, and then it clicked, kaldon was in the car w/ marcel when he got pulled over and searched. and i knew that he had just bought shit louds of weed from caleb, so i know he had some on him, if they found it or not. and it turns out that kaldon also had a warrent out for his arrest, so i was like ohh man, what the fuck... i havent figured out what the warrent was for yet, but i will. but i was gonna go bail him out, but the banks were closed, and i couldnt get ahold of him again, they must have taken his cell phone, soo... thats my fucked up day, and im worried about kaldon, i have no idea whats goin on, if hes still in jail or not. but here i am, i just went to pick up this guy matt i work w/ at 12, and brought him home, so ill probly go to bed now, seein how i have to work again tomorrow, frigin 6 days in a row, fuck me...Current Mood:  sore |
good old GNG, i lov this place sometimes, haha, we are such hicks its not even funny, ohh wait, yes it is, its way too funny!!!! so last night i was hangin out w/ my friend amanda after work, and her cutie friend andrew and his friend from mass. and andrew just bought $50 bag from amandas brother, and we had to leave, and hes like do u wanna hit b4 u leave, im like fuck yes!!! oh but i didnt get a hit, he fuckin smoke us up bigg time, haha, and what did we use as the devise, hahahahahahaha, a fuck soda can, yes, GNG fuckin rocks, that would be the second time i smoked out of a can w/ GNG ppl, its so fuckin funny, then we all left, and amanda and i went to mcd to get some food, we were way to fuckin high, we stood outside of the door for like 5 min. cause we could stop laughin just to make it in the door, hahahaha, yea, fuckin right, I LOV GNG!!!!!!! then we went to crystal lake, took a couple of vodka shots, then tried vodka mixed w/ chocolate shake, trust me nver try it, i thought it was good at first, but then u takeanother sip and it just fuckin hits u, haha, trust me, not good, then we went bck to amandas, after we had to have someone jump my car, and drank some more and past out at like 3, then we got up, got ciggs, and now here i am, not lookin forward to goin to work today : P
P.S.
Robin, i miss u already : * (
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so im obviously not over some one i should be, if u know me well ull know who it is, if not, then dont read on... but i had a dream about him the other night, i woke up in the middle of the night almost in tears, couldnt go back to sleep, affraid i might start dreamin again. so i watched tv to try and keep my mind off him, then i feel asleep, and i dontrem. dreamin again. but im so pissed, y do i have to fall for ass holes, who only want one thin, but i always want more, and i tell my self i can handle it, but i cant, and i want him bck... but then again i dont. y cant it just stop, i need some one.
Aug. 13th, 2005 @ 08:23 pm
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i cut all of my hair off: ( it wasnt suppose to look like this : * (
Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 06:09 pm
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so sammi and i hung out on friday, and i spent the night there! we had fun, and saw dukes of hazzard, awsome movie!!!! then on saturday my godmom gave me promition to call out of work so i could go w/ them to massachucettes!! for a family thing really, but i wanted to go to kristins to she her and my nephew!!!!! thats were i am right now, and we spent the night in a nice hotel it was pritty sweet. and now we r gettin ready to eat, so ttyl!!
Aug. 7th, 2005 @ 06:41 pm
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supermans, waaahhhoo, fuckin rock!!!!
yea so had a fun time w/ robin, brit, sarina, cutie steven, and nick last night!!!!!!!!!! first time doin X baby, fuckin right doggie!!!! haha, im sorry but i wanna do it again!!!!!!
Jul. 30th, 2005 @ 04:43 pm
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i saw matt hussey today!!!!!!!!!!! he came all the way bck from connetecut just to pick up his check cause his parents arnt alowed to pick it up w/o a written note!!! omg, his car is even nicer now, and hes still a cutie, it was so good seein him, omg!!!! i was like do u have email, hes like no but i need to get one, i was like well we need to keep in touch!!! hes like my cell phone is broken, but when i get a new one call me, and thats how we will keep in touch, i was like im not much of a phone person, hes like well get usued to it till i get an email!!!! haha, i lov him... and his car!!!!
Jul. 29th, 2005 @ 07:11 pm
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